^{Sunday, 7 April 2024}

Currently 28th Ramadan. By the end of the week I should have a “reader” side of the website completed for casual/mobile use.
In other news. I’ve been trying to make myself cry for the past few weeks to see if it is still possible for me to do spontaneously. I used to be good at crying and did so frequently. I guess our bodies are constantly changing, responding to input. These days it brings comfort to know how weak I am. Better yet to experience something besides anger, the easiest emotion.
It pains me to realize how I took for granted crying when it came naturally to me, especially as a child. The absence of sensitivity brings me so much more dread than any sensation could.

video for today: